Its hard to express,how I feel .But, from the time I saw You,I sensed this beautiful connection.Was it physical? Yep !! It was , Is there anything wrong in liking the physical beauty of a Person? Am I doing some sin, just cause I like, to admire, a person for his or her physical aspects? Even before we had the chance to talk to each other, I sensed something sweet and attractive that lured me towards YOU, in that, crowded room. When, You spot that special someone.What is it,that attracts you towards Him or Her? Its Magnetic, its Magical and its Real and You seem to be so sure, I noticed ,You were surrounded by that air of Confidence,which is so attractive.......
Was it that Aloof nature,The slight nodding of your head,that contagious Smile.Those Eyes,which spotted Me,The accidental touch ( was it accidental ?) the warmth in your voice,Polite conversations.The trying to fit in and figure out,what ticks me.All those, cute small gestures.That caring nature,A friend,always ready to lend you that helping hand,even before I asked for help.Making things happen,taking time from work. Also,some annoying habits,which needs to be dealt with tact and patience.Also your forgetfulness,easy way out to escape from controversies,When all those flaws just seem to melt away and you make no biggy ...you know, He is someone special.... :)
I can be impulsive when it comes to falling in Love,I don't stop to think,it happens fast and furious.Even before I collect myself and realize whats happening,I have already gone ahead,and if you don't stop me,or,nudge me gently asking me, to slow down,I would be there,at the alter ready to propose..goshhh.....I don't think its unfeminine to propose to a Gentleman !! My thinking is such { why waste time ?} and if I let go of this guy, any other would take Him.So,I would rather,go against the norms of the society and do the proposing ,is there anything to lose?
He doesn't have to be "The Perfect One",whats so Great about two perfect people coming together?? life becomes more Challenging and Fun when two Imperfect people,begin to enjoy each others differences.Meeting someone accidentally,then having Him become a Huge part of Your Life !!! When you begin to love his flaws,make excuses for him,laugh at his same, repeated jokes,get butterflies in your stomach, each time you see his number flashing, on your phone,spend each waking hour,minute,thinking about Him,getting tongue tied,when you finally see Him.The joy of being in his Arms,the smell of his after shave,the slight whiff of his mild perfume,His hairy Arms,his hairy chest { I find it Manly},the way he looks at you,his strong,Masculine Arms wrapped tightly in a embrace around my waist....I just melt away. I stand on my toes to reach up to his slightly parted lips as he bends forward to~~~~~Every time I think of You,You bring a *SMILE* to my lips.Each moment spent with You,In your Arms,is so special and You have gained yourself a special,permanent place in my Heart~~~~
I don't remember when I slipped into this, profound amount of feelings.Feelings those engulf me,show me a Brighter Sunshine....Even on a cloudy Rainy day, I begin to sway with the imaginary track playing in the back ground,Its a mix of feelings,mostly full of promises and Fantasies. I see hope,I see smiles, Goshhh..... I even see...Healthy,Well Fed Cows Jumping over the "Palak Farms"....Lol...If this is only a dream,I wish it would never end.Need I do this or need I do that ?? its a question which jumps in my mind each time. Do I believe and let go of the past ?? Or do I hold back a little and stay low on expectation ?? Having too much of expectations spoils everything.Yet,I seem to forget the pain or may be its that I can endure the pain,so I medicate and heal the pain.
Unheard words I take the courage to mouth them,voicing them in the dark,so keeping my face hidden.I know you can feel and see my Apparition and you know I'm Real. Yes, I Need You....Need You So Much...You would never know.....Its so hard to express....Every time we are together....its like We are just meant to be.....If you could just feel my Soul....I feel so lost in You...... You make Me so Complete~~~~Trust Me,I do not have the need to lie,I have Never felt this way.....The way you make Me feel~~~~~
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you ..................... And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest ...........................
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your arms all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night ...................
How can I ever, put myself before you, with eyes blind folded and take your hand in mine....What "If" at the end of the road you leave me alone...to go off with Another..?? Just like in the past.......Is it okay, to remain a little doubtful.... for the Fear of getting lost,only to be found,all Alone.......
Yet Again
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