Thursday, May 3, 2012

Reality....Acceptance...and ...Realization

Tilting my head ,I listen to Soft words tossed in with the Harsh Truth / Reality an Amalgamation of Fine Tuning..You crave for the unknown..I crave for it too...We all do don't we..? at the cost of..? Mesmerized by Life Walking on a tight rope,Trying to Balance out the Imbalance of Nature The Life...Ever reached out for the Forbidden Fruit..?? I have....Capturing the Heart...Surrendering my Soul..In turn for the Burn..!! Pains like hell..huh
   Patience,Tolerance,Acceptance,Compromise,Adjustment,Disappointment,Expectations..Dreams...half filled yet to be Fulfilled...and we Bind in a Blinding Bondage.To live life for a purpose..Supporting and Embracing the various Shortcomings ..proceeding on a Journey and collecting the left over shreds { are U trying to weave it or glue it together ??} gluing would be a Torture ...Yet we all do it...Isn't it in our Nature..??
    I'm on a Tortuous Road. Acting out in a Haste...Deprived of the taste..Leashes out Anger..Same Old Untold stories from the Past...Rubbed In and Whispered into Deaf Ears..makes me wonder from time to time...Are they all deaf around me or  is it that i ain't being Heard..?? Yep..i realize its difficult to hear a Choked voice..Least.. don't point a Finger in my direction..I tried..Untying the knots U tied..thinking of prolonging..I use my legs rather than Hands !! Hard Nut to crack I'm.
Harboring Hope...Elevating my thoughts ..discarding the Diabolical Images...Ridding the Slavery...those are still Fresh...Would Slavery be the Right choice of word ? 
  Restricting Words / Feelings ..Confuses me...I would rather be content Drinking my very own home made filter coffee..than go out for it....Unless I'm Thinking of some Latte with Skimmed Milk and Sugar...:)
    Walking alone I turn around to see...My foot prints on sand being washed away..My heart sinks...so does my heel..in the soft sands...Clinging On to the Nostalgic past....Capturing this Moment....Moving towards the Future....Do You wanna look back..to Ponder...to Cherish to give it One more try..to Linger a while..to Hold On..
   Can you lend me your Shoulder to Cry On..??
Reflections...of where i was..Who Am I..?? its a Magicians Illusions partly Real Partly fake...Don't Scratch the Surface unless you want Broken Nails,Fishing out some Kind Words...have you tried undoing an Omelet ?? Mastering my Art at it...Impossible ..Hmm
That's what we are programmed for what we are led into believing....Synchronizing takes a whole lifetime ...It isn't a pleasant tune all the time..Balancing the Act and  performing  on a Tight Rope !!
Living Life where Truth prevails....Innocence I see in their Eyes...Pure Love...Tugging at my extra few Pounds of jiggles...They Happily Giggle...I ain't Shy to Disrobe or Care any for Those Stretch marks...Cause the Little Fingers just Adore them...and Giggle at every jiggle...This is where I find Bliss....This is where I find Pure Joy....Laughter I don't need to Fake...I know...I'm ..Loved / Wanted / Cared / Praised / Accepted / Appreciated / Admired......The Happy Faces ....and the Innocent Smiles ..says it All...............................................AM I COMPLETE ????
        I was Carved to be Craved !!!!

2 comments:

  1. Hi,its a well written poem,took me some time to understand.keep writing more,You are a strong woman with a gift of a, soft Heart.

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  2. Aww,thank you so much,just wondering if you are a blogger?? yep shall keep writing :)

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